Death....I fantasize it one day happening to me, I think that's one thing that will never change. I have hurt , have been wounded, have been healed, and I have been broken in half by some memory in my past. Though I lush for my own death each day of the week, exploring my options, my possibilities. Only looking at pictures of death and dying, to tame my urge to finalize the decision. Lengthening the process until I find the day is right. Going beyond it now that my family will not be hurt, but they'll be happy when I finally find peace in this process. I hope my friends will see it the same way. But for now, another day to live, another day to contemplate.."
Till Death, I remain
As Ever
Zephyr
Till Death, I remain
As Ever
Zephyr
posted by Anil Shenoy at 11:29 AM
2 Comments:
"Here is a test to find if your mission of earth is done... IF you are alive then it isnt!" :)
" Going beyond it now that my family will not be hurt, but they'll be happy when I finally find peace in this process." -- If you think there is going to be one such day and one such family, :) well think again!
"But for now, another day to live, another day to contemplate.."
" --
Another day to live it is,
another day to contemplate too,
a day that takes us closer to death surely,
but its just another day to clear all that is due :)))
Black
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