Thursday, January 03, 2008

I have been swamped lately — nay- absolutely buried. I was busy at the work, busy with my camera research, and busy with holiday social activities. It’s been nearly impossible for me to juggle everything. Now I’m getting sick, and I can’t help but think it’s due to the stress.

But the stress has done more than affect my health. It’s leading me to spend without thinking. Ever heard people crib that they skipped breakfast because they didn’t have enough time in the morning? I get like that with money when I’m under stress.

Under normal circumstances, I’ve learned to ask myself questions about every purchase I make:

  • “Is this a want or a need?”
  • “Would I buy this if I had just lost my job?”
  • “Why don’t I wait thirty days to see if this is still important?”

I also track my finances at least once a week, sometimes more.

After being pretty frugal for the past two years, I’ve started spending more than usual recently. It is partially due to work stress and the urge to update my boring wardrobe after living a pauper-like existence for awhile. It felt great wearing those nice clothes, and people around me complimented me of my new look too.

Last year I was absolutely debt free but off late, I’ve been slipping into old habits. I’m accumulating debt, because I’m buying on impulse. Today I did my finances for the first time in two weeks, and I was shocked by all the little indulges I’d been allowing myself. It’s not that I’m going shopping — I’m not — it’s just that I’m eating whatever comes to mind when I’m in the store. I spent a lot during the Christmas season anyhow, and it’s as if this has made it easier to spend on myself. I got my prized camera- gorged out at food like never before. Drove around to new places.

I’m a bit worried. Balancing my checkbook this morning was enough to alert me to the problem. To add to the misery was added weight around my waist. I always boasted of a 4 pack, which now is comfortably buried under the subcutaneous lard.

Deep Sigh !!!

I just wish I was smart enough not to buy SCRUBS DVDs in the first place! (Oh well — at least I’m enjoying them.)

In conclusion: stress is one of the worst enemies of GOOD habits. Hence the need of REGULAR habits: to keep a certain level of control over your life.

Tuesday, January 01, 2008

Its been a week since I got the prized Olympus E-3. It was the camera I was saving for…it arrived on the 24th in pristine packing- so very Olympus like. Like an eager kid- I opened the package and carefully unwrapped the body and the 12-60 mm Lens. Quickly assembling the lens on the body- I loaded the battery into the camera…and through the view finder focused onto a picture nearby…zzzt !!! beep… and voila !!! the beast came alive in my hands.

What is it to hold one in your hand? Aah – It’s like the holding a stiletto clad in a backless Satin dress Monica Bellucci – for one-of-a-kind Tango. It’s like the sunrise I was waiting for all these years.

Dear reader- I come from a humble background of the now legendary “Olympus C8080”.Compared to the C8080, the E-3’s overall appearance is more purposeful, with a mix of aggressiveness with a likeness of a muscular athlete about to spring from his starting blocks. Slightly beneath the new look, the go-anywhere characteristics of the E-3 are both an evolution and renegade. So you get the same high level of environmental protection against dust and splash resistance, using gaskets, O-rings, seals and linings that you will find in abundance beneath its magnesium skin.

Earlier this year – I had handled Ragu’s OLY 510 and was impressed with its Dynamic range (DR) and Image Quality (IQ)…not to mention the superb ergonomics. Now ergonomics is a chapter that brings a quaint smile on my face…My favorite subject in design. Ergonomics is the simplicity of form and functionality-which pushes the envelope of acceptable design into a realm of duress under which a properly developed camera is then seen to function. In the E-3, the subject of ergonomics defines functionality as a whole or in parts.

Compared to Nikon and Canon (Deep sigh!!!), I had found the C8080’s ergonomics were simply superb. The crucial functions were so well positioned on the left hand slant. By addressing this functional aspect of ergonomics, the camera layout responded more naturally to human tendencies or at least the trained synapses of a person who has the classical approach to how cameras are handled.

In the E-3, I could see the design concentrate on two perspectives of functional ergonomics that centre on speed and rhythm. (Speed is where controls are placed that minimizes keystrokes, shortens the distance from one logic to the next in order to fulfill a task or activity or fine tuning an effect). I saw plenty of evidence with speed when I studied the E-3’s control placements.

Rhythm focuses on workflow, which is increasingly demanding in digital photography. The E-3’s relative positioning of controls and what they deal with individually and sequentially identifies the required rhythm that tunes in to the workflow efficiently. By getting the rhythm correct, I saw that my mind and fingers worked more naturally and instinctively. There was less fumbling and brain-wrecking involved as a result. I could get the job done swiftly and painlessly.

Sensual ergonomics focuses on texture and contour quality. It is this aspect of human or organic design that accentuates how controls can be felt without looking. Olympus refers to this as the ‘blind-touch.’ The C8080 was, I guess, the first that showcased this level of ergonomics. In fact, Olympus used a wide gamut of texture and contour features to highlight the sensual touch on the C8080 and the E-3 likewise. Therefore controls are rounded, squared up, concaved, bulged, dimpled or even gritty. Engineers used these to help the photographer in me to find the controls with my fingers, to ensure that their subject consciousness remains uninterrupted. The engineer in me is so ecstatic.

With so much of thought put into the design of the camera – the form and then the E-3’s button control positioning as well as the logic behind its relative locations on the body. To a casual onlooker- these might not matter. But these are quite critical while taking critical shots because working in a dearth of time demands instinctive response in the most pressing situations where thoughts are all concentrated on the subject within the confined spaces of the viewfinder. There is basically no time to waste in having to shift away from the viewfinder just to visually locate any particular button or wheel.

Lifestyle does not play an intrinsic role in the E-3 although that does not mean that the appeal of beauty is unimportant. In the rough and tumble of actual shooting conditions, control ergonomics represent the highest order of the interface between Man and Machine. Taking this into account, the ultimate design of controls for the E-3 are not regularized, inorganic (sterile or clinically) or mechanized. In that respect, the E-3 is almost purely about the ‘natural blind touch.’

In one statement, the E-3 was designed to be the extension of the photographer beyond merely a tool. It is the extension to help deliver the photographer’s expressions from thought to a digitized image. And to deliver this, the photographer moulds to the E-3 without being compelled to condition himself unnaturally. The E-3’s control placements define a level of ergonomics that allow for intuitiveness and interactive-ness to reach a new standard in contemporary DSLR design. It has become a camera that is at once easy to use regardless of its hidden charms and sophistication.

Like I mentioned earlier I have had a cursory experience with the 510. My first Digital camera was the C8080 and now the E-3. Yes there is a learning curve and by continuing to take a lot of shots in lots of different situations for different purposes I found the settings that work best for specific occasions.

Focusing:- My C8080 was plagued by slow focusing – it used a rather odd way of AF (autofocus) TTL system (contrast detection). It was so slow and cumbersome that I could make a pot of coffee come back only to find the camera still focusing. So what’s new in the E-3 you ask ? This is the time when I grin my widest grin and introduce you to the Olympus exclusive 11-point biaxial auto focus system. The folks at Oly- bumped up the uni-axial three point focusing to a 11 point bi-axial Cross type. What does it mean in layman terms? It means that earlier the sensor could only read horizontal information at three points…and now the sensor can read both horizontal , vertical and diagonal information between sensor points. Coupled with the new (SWD) Supersonic Wave Drive™ lenses – the E-3 provides exacting auto focus precision at exceptional speeds.

I have tested the 40D and the D300- they are fast…but then there is a difference between fast and Blinding fast right ? Not a lot of specifics, I know, but looking at some of the truly outstanding images I nailed with this camera -I am starting to get the feel for just how amazing the camera is and how relatively simple the set-up is most of the time.

The lens mounted on my baby deserves a separate article. I shall sing panegyrics to the lens later on…but that being said-

Let me also mention dear reader that -First and foremost the camera is intended to produce image files that should be post-processed, and more importantly, can be post-processed in almost endless ways without degrading the IQ. That said, in general if you want a camera just to take pictures of your grandma blowing her 90th birthday candles- get a SONY or any silver colored aunty’s camera. (UGGHH !!!)

But if you want to truly create images which bespeak your vision- The E-3 is THE CAMERA – nay it’s an interactive computer. An artificial Intelligence embedded organism with whom – I am learning to interact with it. It's a relationship I'll grow to treasure.

Thanks Olympus

Good shooting and Happy New Year.

Friday, December 14, 2007

So its been a while since I have been on a blogger strike...much has past since the last post...changed jobs - changed places- met many new people- have great set of friends...and yes... I now work at Nike- cool team - coolest project ever...and the highlight of the month was handling the coolest SLR since.

..popped along to my local shop today for what ended up being an hour testing session. The first third was intrigued by trying a mac book pro. I was less convinced by this than what came later but it is certainly an option when I need to upgrade my laptop next year.

The real fun happened during the rest of the hour when time travel occured and I went into another world.

First maybe I need to explain my equipment background...the basics of it is that I am coming from a humble OLY C8080 WZ

So I picked up this time machine, namely Olympus E-3. Snuggly fitted into my right hand. They've certainly designed that to feel right! It is definitely not too big or heavy and really needs the grip to save my poor little finger from falling off.

The first thing I did was something I've been waiting to do for two months now. Turn that LCD round so it faced inwards and clicked into place (who needs a LCD screen when you are a extending your body into a time travel?!). The clicking was good and the motion of the lcd felt secure - Just like the C8080.

With the LCD closed I set about looking at the controls. Everything felt familiar quickly (I think I've read the manual too much) until I realized I hadn't turned the camera on. How does that work?! :) Didn't take long to switch it on and I started flicking the dials into place. It's great there is no mode dial as the fluidity possible with the main and sub dials feel brilliant.

After a good number of minutes playing to see what I could get to come up on the control panel I realized I hadn't looked through the viewfinder yet. This was bright, improved and just what I expected. Half pressing the shutter the prehistoric kit lens snapped into focus. I picked up the D-200 nearby to compare but couldn't manage to turn it on. Guess the battery was flat. I continued to look around trying different auto focus modes to see what it was like but to be honest I wasn't sure half the time if it was focused or not. This I realized was down to it focusing so quickly and, in my excitement, not yet identifying naturally the viewfinders display as to when something is in focus. (just occurred to me I didn't noticed the viewfinders information display at all, hmm..)

The next realization was that I hadn't actually taken a photograph - so..snap - that felt wonderful. I then looked to review the results and continued my exploration into this new world. After a while I remembered something I wanted to try - continuous shutter - with sports photography being important to me. And here it was that life will never be the same. ching ching ching ching ching ching ching ching ...my heart skipped a beat...ching ching ching ching ching...it's never going to stop...I can't take it anymore, I have to take my finger off the shutter before I have a cardiac arrest. A satisfied smile appeared on my face- ORGASMIC.

I got my breath back switching it to RAW+JPG and then let rip again. This time I counted 8 shots before the buffer was full - then a few seconds later I hit the shutter again and got another frame. However, then nothing more was to behold. The card was full. Practicing how to delete pictures was as expected and I decided to see what this Live View thing is all about - turning the LCD round for the first time I wrongly tried to position the screen like on the C8080 to look from above but found quickly that was not possible. With it snapped in place I held the camera up, again wasn't sure if it was in focus (it turned out to be), and took my first E-3 live view picture.

Quickly moving on to yet another feature I wanted to try I noticed the time - the hour was up and I had to get going. What a bummer! I quickly put some of the settings back to how they were and proudly positioned the camera on it's stand but then realised that however much I wanted to buy this camera now I wouldn't be able to. It maybe would have been fun to have taken a memory card and brought the pics home. I didn't though due to already deciding that, bar something being drastically wrong with the E-3 or a feature on another camera being so important, I will buy the E-3 next year.

I'm not sure if my strong emotions towards what I had just experienced was just because I haven't really used a Professional DSLR before (other than the odd shoot whilst studying) or because I need to get out more or because I'm just so obviously biased or..its just that canon and nikon suck at their engineering? Could it just be that the Olympus E-3 is a brilliant camera? Well I think its the latter...


OLY- E-3 is the camera, I have been waiting for...the body, the swd lens -the LCD- I love all of it..handling it reminded me of Ettore Bugatti who once famously commented..." Make a good thing decadent" and with E3 Olympus sure has !!

Canon nikon...try and keep up with Oly please...

Tuesday, December 26, 2006


I read her body like tagore’s verse , written in Braille,
My fingers searching the pages of her skin, gently brushing away
the hair that falls like a silken bookmark ,across her face.

Nimble fingertips work way down the page,
Hands trembling with excitement,
anticipating which words will follow.

Fingers linger in some areas, reread, so that on lonely nights
like this one I will be able to recite the subtle nuances of
her neck or the mystery surrounding her navel.

I drink her through my senses; hear her voice- so soft and sweet
Like a thousand unspoken words balanced on the tip of her tongue
Her skin feels like a silky velvet sheet has been cast over this exquisite body

I try hard to interpret these verses for others, but there is no translation
for her lungs breathing into the palm of my hand,
or her heart, beating its ancient tribal rhythms in sync with mine.

Now she only comes out of my memories like a glistening star


I awaken as the sun extinguishes in the horizon,
And in empty space I gaze and feel her presence,
The warmth of her being washing over me,
Like a gentle wave across a sandy shore.

Drawing me from my slumber,
She whispers- words only my heart can hear,
Filling me with the desire to please her,
With each word she speaks, I'm wanting her more.

her erotic images dance through my mind,
Arousing my senses with the essence of her being,
Overwhelmed by the temptation of she offers me,
She reaches in to the darkness of me, touching my soul.

Thus drifting between the dream and reality,
I'm helpless in her powerful embrace,
I look up in to her eyes of darkness,
Empty and aching, begging to be made whole.

The kisses she brings, set my soul on fire,
she whispers to me the promise of eternity,
Softly laying my head against she,
Piercing my flesh and sealing my fate.

She is the angel that fuels my passion,
Beckoning me to her when the moon is high,
Bathing me in the ecstasy of nocturnal pleasure,
The immortal lover, my eternal mate.

Tuesday, May 23, 2006


A sinister world of sin
Of betrayal and lust
Walking alone on this lonely path
I crumble down- ash to ash, dust to dust

Emotions droop down in the mellowed sunsets
Love’ lost with the broken trust
Awaiting my ending in bated breaths
I crumble down- ash to ash, dust to dust

Alone and confused-But whose to blame
The past is at my heels and my head bows in shame
A penitent heart with searing pain
I crumble down- ash to ash, dust to dust

The night is full secrets
And friends very few whom I can trust
Bonds begin to falter as the chains being to rust
Walking alone on this lonely path
I crumble down- ash to ash, dust to dust

Monday, May 22, 2006


A glance at him and you’ll understand
A bar less prison-Which your mind can never comprehend
A sickness, a plague of new kind
created to shrivel and rape your silent mind.

His face is covered in a veil of black
And he is locked in this tasteless prison
Only words can describe what you see
Only words can fill all of your vision

Strength is lost in this strange little game
All that remains is a withered frame,
A lonesome piper playing his broken reed
All that remains is a barren seed.

All that remains is a broken man
Of broken faith and unheard pleas
For a few gulps of water and a piece of bread to seize
I see a scraggy fellow crawling on his knees.

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

Veracity escapes from me
as I fall to the ground.
Blood drips from my vein
No passion for life is yet to be found.

As I bleed, as I die
I feel this extreme pain.
Feels like this life is not worth living
yet I find me praying for better days !!!